We are 2 months down in this deployment! Holy cow batman! This is exciting. We are 2 months closer to seeing each other again. That makes me so happy. It does seem that it is going by super slow but I try my best to stay positive.
I am starting to hit what people call the “deployment wall”. I am feeling like this is never gonna end. I feel like the loneliness is gonna be with me forever. Now I know that is not true but it still enters my mind. Communication has gotten tougher with all the work they are doing right now. It is effecting both, Michael and I. We wont give up though. We can make it. I am ready for the warm summer ahead. Hopefully lots of time outside will help ease my mind of the loneliness. I need to plan things fun to do with my life. I need to have fun even though he is gone. I can’t let my life stop just because he is not here. I know he doesn’t want me to just sit and wait. No matter the distance or time I will still continue to love him. That won’t ever change.
Oh! forgot to mention I haven’t cried lately! So that’s a big accomplishment! I’m proud of myself! One step at a time.
If any of you are currently going through a deployment or have one coming up please leave a comment down below. I would love to chat with you and get to know you. Friends are always a great thing to have while going through deployments and other hard times.
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